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Oh man im so excited about my new job at the sagebrush cantina, but to be honest im really nervous too. Ive never been a waiter before so im nervous i wont be able to do something. It'll be nice to have a job again and having a decent income. I thought it was funny that when i got my cast off i was told i need to take three weeks off boarding...but with my cast on i could go the last two weeks with it, oh well. Ill give it two. lol.
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[07 Feb 2005|11:53pm] |
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Being Sick Sucks!!!
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| A LOVE SO STRONG... |
[17 Jan 2005|11:11pm] |
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The other day i was told a amazing story. A man in his 80's died leaving behind a wife and a couple children. His death was hard for everyone but hardest for his wife. It seemed everything would be ok until the mans son got a call from his mom about a week later after his fathers death. His mom said " i cant take it anymore i feel so lost without your father. I feel so sick" the son said "did you call the ambulance?" his mom said " Yeah they said theyd be here soon" then she continued, "I miss your father, I dont know what im gonna do without him. I want to be with him." then she hung up so the son decided to head over to his mothers house and check on her to make sure everything was ok. By the time he got there he found his mom laying on the floor with the phone still in her hand. She never called the ambulance. The man and wife were sweet hearts since they were 16, And even after all that time she still loved him to that amazing of a level. Its amazing how strong love really is.
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[12 Jan 2005|09:06pm] |
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Senses Fail |
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I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate
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[07 Jan 2005|09:39pm] |
xshesoemo: i was listening to emery i think
xshesoemo: and i heard the line thats on her icon that says "it doesnt feel right holding someone elses hand"
xshesoemo: and i realized jessica wont ever want anyone but you to hold hers
.this was a good talk.
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[27 Nov 2004|11:04pm] |
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i got laid.
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[11 Nov 2004|03:15pm] |
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Im thinking to much again. That never seems to go over well with me. Can we run away together?
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[07 Sep 2004|11:22pm] |
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I made tea tonight. It was actually pretty good but didnt feel right, i wanted you there to give it to me, i wanted you there to rub my head as i drank it. I just want you close. I wanted to fall asleep in your lap, and wake up to a little kiss goodnight. I love you girl.
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[05 Sep 2004|03:06pm] |
i touch myself when i sleep.
and so does my girlfriend.
i dream about other girls, and so does she.
except she enjoys dreaming about touching girls.
oh yeah i have a big penis.
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| Does that have wormwood? |
[08 Aug 2004|09:54pm] |
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So i went to canada to visit my uncles and aunts. My cousin heather is a awesome person and was so fun to hang out with. Her and i went to the place where you buy alchol in canada, cause they have specific places to buy beer, and liquor. Well so we get there and we decide that we want to ask about Absynth. So the lady tells us that they keep it in the back and she'll be right back. but then she comes back and she's like well were all out...we were both so sad. So in the end we just bought a thing of gin and a couple packs of smirnoff twisted...lol. Her and i havent seen each other in so long and we always have so much fun together when her/I come around. In the end i had a pretty good time, im just glad she was there i would have been so unhappy.
Anyway im glad i decided to dial the number to my house and let you talk to my mom lol, it was fun.
..Thank you..
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| Lost, and never found |
[01 Aug 2004|06:01pm] |
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"I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind" PWT's
I never understood why everything has to seem so hard. Ive tryed my best at everything i do, and it seems i can never pull out on top. Whenever i find something i like to do, or a person i like to be with, I always tend to mess things up. I never mean to they just do. I mean i know i cant be perfect, no one can, but why is it that i find some way to mess up everything thats going good for me. im constantly fighting to keep myself happy and in doing that i always find a way to mess up what i have. I always get down on myself about everything, everything that goes wrong is in some way my fault, and thats the way i think. Now that im going into college i can only think of one person that makes me truly happy, and shes gonna be here well i go away, and i wont get to see her 1/10 as much. I dont know what makes me happy anymore besides her. Ive tryed to find things, people, or games that will make me happy but i dont know what will anymore (maybe drugs, ehh who knows...j/k). I know i just think to much about things, but i cant help it. People say try not to think about it so much, but then all ill think about is trying not to think about it, so in the end i go in a big circle and go back to the exact same point. I never understood why everything has to seem so hard.
"as days go by i swear i'll try
(i'll wait for you) until i die, anything for you" .HawH.
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[30 Jul 2004|04:48pm] |
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Ive never felt like this before
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| Thats the HELL of traffic |
[26 Jul 2004|07:35pm] |
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Work sucks and the biggest reason for that is because im working for my dad. My best advice to anybody starting out working is DO NOT work for a parent. ..Anyways.. So ive been pretty busy lately and this is probably my first time on a computer. Its amazing how much you miss a simple device like a computer. When i was on my cruise it sucked cause time on the computer was slim to none due to the crazy price of time. Anyways last night i went to such a beautiful concert. Helifax, funeral for a friend, the bled, senses fail and my chemical romance. My chemical romance was one of the coolest bands ive ever seen live. Well in the end my whole weekend was great mainly because i got to spend it with the greatest person I know, My GIRL!! ^_^
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[17 Jul 2004|03:48pm] |
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I miss you so much girl
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[02 Jul 2004|02:06pm] |
i just went and got my nails did. and girl let me tell you they look so sexy.
then me and jessica went shopping and i got this cutest little orange tank top, its sooooooo hot let me tell you.lol!!!! anyway like oh my god did you hear about what that one girl did with that other dude????????? like what the hell, slutt!
mk so really chris is makking food like a good fat kid, ( i hope he gets fatter,he'll always be beautifull to me) yeah so i thought id write this entry and see how long it takes for his slow ass to realize he didnt write it.im not a very nice girlfriend.
<3
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[27 Jun 2004|10:12am] |
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I havent been on the computer for so long.
and now that i finally am im like ummm what do i talk about...
ahh i got it my birthdays on July 10. lol
Today = 6 months .^__^.
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| Fall Out Boy good!! |
[10 Jun 2004|05:32pm] |
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I really enjoyed just sitting on your floor.
It made me feel alot better!
im just a big softy. lol.
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| Fit but I know it |
[26 May 2004|01:55pm] |
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I have alot of concerts coming up, this makes me happy.
I also have graduation coming up which makes me happy and sad.
ehh whatever.
"When i noticed out the corner of my eye
Looking toward my direction
Your eyes locked onto my course
I couldnt concentrate on what i wanted to order" T.S. (hahaha)
I love you Jessica Wheeler!!
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